4 days in.....

January 26 is the start of the Chinese New Year -- and it's the Year of the Earth Ox! This hard-working Chinese sign means a year of general progress.

Ox: It's your year. Reach for the love, money and luck that are headed your way! Make the most of these gifts as they arrive.

- I was born in 1985, which is the year of the Ox.
- I am reaching for love and hope she reaches back fully
- Luck has found me in some ways, and is starting to in others
- I'm waiting for money to head my way

My Chinese New Year started with my cat dying... which was bad news, but he isn't suffering anymore and that is good news. Right after that I got approved for my new place and started getting an extra day a week at work. I always have some sort of good/bad balance in my life. It's strange.

I hope things work out. I want them to. I want stability and love. I want a real life again. I can feel how close I am to grasping the things I want in life. I just have to be patient. The universe is teaching me this as we speak. I'm not a very good pupil, ha ha.

thoughts.

This is my life. I am enjoying myself in the things I am doing. Working more on my art, riding my bicycle, learning hooping tricks, being a good friend, being more active in the community, and taking life in to the fullest. Trying to get my life fully on track so I can go to school. (Although it's not just up to me, my brother is supposed to co-sign for my student loan.) I want to get my car fixed so that I have reliable long-distance transportation. (I've promised myself I won't get lazy again after I have a car, but will only use it when necessary.) I want to fix up my current bicycle and also purchase another and fix that one up too. I want to keep my job, because I absolutely love it. I want to see my daughter more. I want to enjoy the little things in life more. I want to share all of that with someone special.

Super Bowl XLIII

adios amigo.

I'm still trying to wrap my brain around the fact that he's gone.


Samuel L. Jackson - born Sept 1996, died January 2009.
12 years old, had a happy, fat, comfy life.
Cuddlebug til the end.

You will be missed.

oxox