love life

....I'd like to have one.

Maybe a non-serious girlfriend. Someone to see when I've got some free time and my friends haven't penciled me in already... Or she could even come along sometimes (SOMETIMES).

Someone to snuggle with. And kiss. And cuddle. And get dressed up for. And celebrate stupid little things with.

I just miss having that someone. So many friends around me are all still twitterpated with their significant other. And I've had a few girlfriends over the course of a few years... and here I am, single yet again. *sigh*

I just miss that feeling. I don't necessarily want to fall in love, I just want to be appreciated whole-heartedly by someone.

Maybe I'll meet my Mrs. ..... Someday.

pictures

I deleted these pictures from my "space" today. So I thought I'd put them up elsewhere. Enjoy.

Berkeley

And so begins this new chapter in my life. Living with friends who really truly care about me. Leaving behind the others, with a tunnel between.

My tarot said that I should watch who I trust. I didn't think it meant who it is turning out to be. And the fact that it's her is crushing my spirit. But my tarot also said that I would be surrounded by good friends, and that was represented by a forest. And a forest grows up and sticks together. It's funny because I feel like I moved in with family. Thank goodness for them.

I started working on my friendships with people so that everyone could get along and be friends. I felt like it was I who was holding that back, and now that my stance has changed, everyone is fighting with each other! I guess we just can't all win. Ever.

This is going to be the first of many posts. So get ready to know far too much about Jeru.